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Primitive religion is not believed, it is danced!

Arthur Darby Nock

Earth's crammed with heaven,
And every common bush afire with God;
And only he who sees takes off his shoes;
The rest sit round it and pluck blackberries.

Elizabeth Browning



Monday, July 28, 2025

Days of pain, days of plenty

Remember that this has passed before

And that there will be more days

Of plenty… eventually

          Páidrig Ó Tauma

 

You may write me down in history

With your bitter, twisted lies,

You may trod me in the very dirt

But still, like dust, I’ll rise.

          Maya Angelou

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Dawn is breaking

as I trod, I trod

left foot, right foot, left foot

 

but I can’t breathe

I can’t see

The darkness softening

or the sun announce its impending arrival

with brilliance

 

I am overwhelmed

My head is full, my heart is empty

Joy has been stolen

 

It is not ok

And so I lament

Not just the lies, the cruelty, the oppression, and injustice

 

Not just the images of masked brutes

Assaulting and disappearing

People

Who have children and spouses

And hopes and

Dreams

 

Not just the attempts to rewrite history

And to write out people who are brown, black

The desire to erase

 

Not just the smug posturing

Of people who have sold their souls

For what?

 

Money?  Power?

What profit it us if we sell our souls?

 

I lament the fact

That so much that is unjust and inequitable

Is woven into the fabric of my country

Into me

 

I lament that so many cheer evil

so many stand helplessly by

so many remain silent

 

I lament the pain caused

The hopes destroyed

the illusions shattered

 

My country 'tis of thee

sweet land of liberty

not

one nation under God

ha!

 

speaking of God

where is God

God is not mocked

And yet God is mocked every day

 

where is God

in this mess?

 

I suspect God is where God has always been

In each one of us

In our hearts, minds, and souls

 

Ready when we are ready?

 

Will we ever be ready?

 

I lament

But I am called to remember that this has passed before

And that there will be more days

Of plenty…

eventually

 

if we do not tire of doing

love

Friday, July 18, 2025

All is grey

All is grey

Searching for meaning in this

Meaningless day

Praying for meaning

 In the meaninglessness

Of this meaningless mess

          Padráig Ó Tuama (readings from the book of exile)

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I want to make sense of it all

But it doesn’t make sense

 

It seems as though Jesus was pretty clear

His teachings accessible

To even the most obtuse of us

 

Be not afraid

Imitate me

Forgive each other

 

Easy, not easy

Simple, not simple

 

Just ask me

For I am afraid

American evangelicalism

MAGA

And Trump terrify me

 

Not on my account (so much)

As for the vulnerable

The poor, the queer, the outcast

The stranger in our midst

 

Having a government dedicated to rejection

Exclusion

Humiliation

Punishment

Is pretty damn scary

 

It is even more frightening that American Christians

Somehow

Embrace this

And rationalize away their betrayal of Jesus

(for that is what it is)

 

It is, of course, all about fear

At the heart of it

Fear that they (those people who are brown)

Will become the majority (hence the lust for deportation)

Fear that our white culture of privilege

Will be eroded

That we will no longer completely control the narrative

 

The belief that “we” are being attacked

By “them”

 

Right-wing American Church, the dominant version

Enshrined in mega auditoriums and

Small country sanctuaries

Aging and sparse

Is literally a Church of Fear

 

Where is the “imitation of Jesus?”

The humility?

The servant stance?

Where is welcome?

The compassion and kindness?

The desire to unite and heal?

 

Where is forgiveness?

Above all

Where is forgiveness?

 

Buried it seems

Beneath resentment and a desire

For retribution

A burning desire to dominate and conquer

And to punish

 

Where, O where is love?

 

I cannot make sense of this

The overwhelming tsunami

of racism and brutality

The violation of Jesus

 

The embrace of cruelty

The acceptance of bullying and lying

The lust for power

 

What I do

And say

Seems meaningless

Vanity

(Vanity, vanity all is vanity)

 

My voice is lost in the wind

My actions ineffectual

 

But still, I feel called to trust

Not Trust Trump

But trust the God of Love

 

And trusting

Seek to be not afraid

And to imitate Jesus

And to forgive, yes, even those who have embraced MAGA

(not easy at this point)

 

And above all, love my neighbor

Above all

Love 

Wednesday, July 9, 2025

The Heart Cries

The heart is right to cry
Even when the smallest drop of light
Of love
Is taken away

Perhaps you may kick, moan, scream
In a dignified
Silence

But you are so right
To do so in any fashion

Until God returns
To 

You
Hafiz ala Daniel Landinsky

As the Father has loved me, so I have loved you; abide in my love.
John 15:9  (Jesus)
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Evil begins when love is lost
When love is lost
So is God

It is not that God, or love
Is ever totally banished
Even in the smallest soul
The one squeezed into obliteration
By hate, fear
And greed

There is a spark of the divine
A hint, at least
Of love
Somewhere

Misery comes when love fades
Our hearts hurt 
for we are missing
That which connects us 
To
The divine

We may not always understand
What is wrong
We may 
Kick, moan, and scream

Directing our anger
Toward those we blame 
For our pain

But we must start our search
By exploring the dark recesses of our own souls

And what we may find is
that in the mansion of our hearts
The rooms are empty
And fear echoes in stark chambers
Where love is missing

We must abide in love
We must let love once again
Fill our empty places

Even now, especially now
when fascism looms
And justice is denied
Even when hate and fear 
Are the energy that impels our country  
Into acts of violence

We must abide
In 
Love

Sacred love is infinite
A profound depth 
Into which we sink
And are embraced
Consumed.

Love changes everything 
Because it changes us

When we have allowed love
To roam the recesses of our being
We become more sacred
Which is to say more human

Being loved, accepting love
We see ourselves differently, we see others differently
We understand that we are all
Sacred children
Precious souls

And then we cannot abuse ourselves
With alcohol or drugs or hate
And we cannot assault others
With masked brutes
We cannot deport them into danger
We cannot deny them justice
We cannot drop bombs on them and cheer

We cannot see them 
As less

Some people suck love out of the universe
They are empty vortexes 
Voiding  the world  of love

We cannot let them triumph 
Our hearts should cry out
Even when the smallest drop of light
Of love
Is taken away

When love is denied, 
It is our job to protest
And to live that protest

We must abide in love
and we are to love
as we have been
loved

end of story
beginning of story
for then the world will turn
only then